I'm selfish as selfish comes

I drove around with Becca yesterday to look at cars and i found one i really want. '95 black jeep wrangler with 100,000 miles. $7,995. but my parents won't get it for me of course. "it'll flip! it's not safe!" Yeah because i'm such a hardcore off road driver and stuff. ah i NEED a fucking car. So Gay.

I feel like i'm wasting this 5 day weekend playing super smash bros, watching movies, and eating.
Hm, if i had a CAR i could have driven to VA.
But no.

I'm getting sick. i feel horrible.

I wanna go somewhere but there's no where to go.

I wanna go ice skating. The Olympics have inspired me!!! haha i'd much rather go snowboarding though.

Lexington is boring and meth-infested.

I don't think my expectations are unreachably high.
Like all i want is a smart, nice, funny, sarcastic, preferably Christian, thinkswithhismindnothispenis, musically inclined kind of guy. Impossible? apparently.
I don't know.


and ambition, i've found
can only lead to failure
i do not read the reviews
no i am not singing for you.